now I know how to act in every situation. they teach me to not give a single fuck about anything. i should be extra mean to people. i cant believe they want me when they need something. lol. im so tired, and why i always start everything. they show everything but why i still by their side? im so dumb.

i wish fake people fake love fake smile will gone soon, im tired of this drama. why they always make things up .

i cant handle this shit anymore. im dont with people including myself.